late night update
lets see...it's now 12:57 and i thought I'd put up a new post. I've been thinking alot recently and have realized a lot of things. Mainly..I think God has really convicted me of a few things these past few weeks, and I thought that I'd share them. The main thing is...the law school environment has really been getting me down lately. The constant talking about people behind their backs..the politiking, and everything else. I've begun to make a concerted effort at changing that.....mainly trying not just to not say anything negative about people...but to really start countering other people's comments with positive ones. We all are different, with our own differences, which makes life so interesting. We should learn to embrace that in people, rather than shun that. I really feel sorry for so many people out there that are so insecure that they have to make those sorts of comments about people...to validate themselves. I haven't so much experienced people talking about me or making comments myself (although I'm sure it happens being that it seems to happen to everyone else) What pointing out the defencies really seems to be for many people is a way to escape having to look in the mirror. It keeps you from having to look at yourself, and your flaws, and then come to grips with them. It is way easier to either blame them on other people, or pretend that you already have it all together. I think it's time for a change of the atmosphere of the school....and I def. thing it should be the goal of the Christians to take the lead in that endevour.......
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